freaks @ pertok

dari judulny udah ketauan toh ini rada aneh.
emg pada freak. clarissa(gw) , gitta ama carissa ke pertok!

tadiny mau gw carissa ama thalia. tapi thalia ngk bisa. terus ngajak gitta dhe. pertama2 gitta ngirain pertok tuh di ujung dunia gitu. pokokny dia ngirain pertok tuh jauhnya nggak kira2! *temen gw sekuper in ya?*

jadi jalan ke pertok! tadinya bisa pake mobil gw, cuman seharusny gw less mandarin, nah itu gw males. jadi biar kagak ketauan ke pertok, kita jalan kaki. dan begony pada bawa tas2 yg berat! si gitta ampe ngomel2 "nah kenapa tasny ngk ditinggal aja di skolahh? begoo"

ini contoh obrolan ke pertok:

ca + cla = gitt. lo ntar melayang gimana neyy?
gitta = hah? melayang? kayak kertas dong?
ca + cla = hahahah. iya! lo mah klo misal kelindes mobil, masuk kebawah kedalem teru ntar melayang ke atas. klo kita mah, kelindes aja langsung gepeng
gitta = gendut sih lo be2
ca + cla = eh awas! gitta mau siap2 terbang!


ca + gitta = *carissa dorong gw ke tengah jalan, sengaja ato ngk, gw kgk tw* cla! lo paling ujung gih! biar klo mau ketabrak mobil, lo yang kena duluan
cla = woi! jangan dorong2 gw! egois banget sih lo be2


ontheway ke pertok ngaco dhe! ngakak2 terus ampe laparnya jadi terasa banget. hahahaha.

pas sampe pertok ngliat jx, jordy ama bintang! yah kita pikirny harus duduk bareng mreka. ga tau kenapa pada ngk mau duduk bareng mreka. padahal mreka ngliat kita, terus udah waving ke kita. terus ampe triak oi oi. tapi kita pura2 ngucek mata. belaga ngk denger juga!

pas udah mau pesen. gw pesen es campur! terus carissa ama gitta pada sirik aja! pada ngomong "ide siapa juga ke pertok?! beliny es doang!" iya gw tau, temen macam apa ya yang sirik2 , yang tidak bisa memahami temannya yang laper2ny super ke pertok cuman mau makan es doang.
emang harus ditanyakan ini bedua friend or foe? alah lebay dhe gw.
terus si gitta pesen mie yammie. ga nyadar yah itu orang, msgny itu buanyak banget. terus di kasih bakso lagi! pada becanda,

cla + ca = itu otaknya lho git. diguling2 terus dipotong2.
gitta = ah diem lo be2
cla + ca = jangan2 itu ususny lagi bakminya! ihuyy
gitta = *ngakak*
cla + ca = aha git! itu ada buntutnya! ahhh!
gitta + cla + ca = bahahah bahahaha.

si carissa pesen the typical mie goreng. apa specialnya coba?

auww gw pesen es campur, sungguh special dan ethnis.

terus kan panas banget tuh di pertok. terus rambut gw panjang dan dilepas, dan tebal! bayangin aja gw kayak singa. uahhh, kayak lion king aja ney. gitta ama carissa ngomel2 kepanasan! padahal mreka berdua pada pake jaket! ya jelas2 kepanasan! gimana sih!

nah kan, gw selesai duluan makanny, jadi gw pesenn lagi es sekoteng! gila, demen banget gue ama es sekoteng pertok. gw nggak bakal jadi turun berat badan nih. gimana mimpi gue, dengan mau muat dia baju2 gw yg lama? oh tidakk, hanya mimpi yah? rencana gw, apakah hanya mimpi?
omgd. 2 mangkuk es. pake syrup, cincau, buah, es.. ah gimana ini.

kita sambil makan sambil ngobrol. udah ga ngerti deh pada ngomongin apa, intiny nyambung dhe. terus ngakak2. asyiikkk

woah. terus kita pulang dhe.

gitta = woy lo yang depan gih! gw nggak ngerti cara pulang!
cla = tinggal lurus terus juga! *wes untung ada gw, ntar pada sesat nih dua*

pas pulang ada mas mas tanya gara2 ngliat kita ngakak.
mas2= seneng2 habis dari mana nihh?
git + cla + ca = *masih ngakak*

eh eh, terus banyak yang klaksonin lho! orang naik motor pada klaksonin.

git + cla + ca = klaksonin siapa tuh?
cla = kita lah! nggak deng, gw doang yang diklaksonin.
gitta = gw lah!
ca = najis


terus balik2 pada jatuh2 gitu. terus ngakak2 ampe kebelet pipis! until we crossed our feets to hold the pipis.

it was so fun today!
i can definately see a "friendly" future ahead for the three of us .

two who make my world

so 1 or 2 years go i went to this camp called adam khoo for the school holiday. adam khoo was where they train your mind and brain. their objective is to turn you into leaders,improve your memory,set your goals and bla bla bla..

but in adam khoo, i gave myself a good cry.

on the last day of adam khoo, at midnight or so i think. the coaches, i consider them teachers only younger and still way in their youth, they distributed these letters.

letters from our parents.

i got mine.
i opened it.

and pouring rain i mean literally washed across my face. i started sobbing as i sucked in every word in the letter.

there were 2 letters, one from my mom and the other one from my dad. they were both typed and perfectly grammatical.


a part of the one from my mom said :
"i have learnt to appreciate the abundant blessings that God has generously granted me by having you as a daughter. you continuously amaze me by every thoght and every move make regarding how you react and how you see life and other people in this regard, i have also learnt a great deal from you.
i see you more than a daughter, you like my my best friend whom i can share feelings and opinions because you are trustworthy and you can deal with almost all matters with maturity"

i never knew someone regarded me as something more than a mere daughter.
i never knew someone regarded me as a teacher. when at times i can be so immature and stupid.
i never knew someone regarded me so much as a best friend.


a part of my dad's said:
"you have changed yourself from our spoily-spoily number one to number three as the size of the gondprawiros grew. your presence and sisterly cheers at home shine the boys and your tender strides enliven the homely ambiance. you are more caring towards your brothers, more patient in dealing with your number 1, and more attentive in playing with your brother number 2. you also stay closer with your parents.
i am proud of you.
i love you.
keep itu up.
be your self.
have lots of fun discovering your true self."

i never thought my presence at home mattered so much. like truly much.
just those three simple words can say it all. i love you. i never thought such love existed. silly me.
the last part gave me a feeling, that people would accept me just as i am.

i opened the letter today because i felt like it, and my eyes were on the way to becoming all watery. but i didnt cry! yeaa! you know why, because i know that there are 2 people who love me more than ever. yet i never realized how much i meant to them. then i start to think how much money my parents have spent on growing me! how much time and effort they put in. yea woww.

then from that day on in adam khoo i promised myself that i will never dissapoint my parents because i want to show them that everything they did for me will never ever come to waste.



i never realized that there could actually be someone who could love me so much. such love is so unbelievable. these two amazing people who are not to mention the reason for my being, could love me so dearly. i never thought i was so significant in a person's life. i never somehow believed the stories where the parents could just commit suicide because of the death of a child. i never ever got to believe the crap about parental love. i know, stupid me. i just realized that it exists! right before me. the crap is real. right here right now and its with me.

my mommy and daddy are two who make my world